To quote a friend ... "I think I have a brain tumor in my stomach..." but aside from that ... I'm a little angry... first I was startled, then I was sad, now I'm a little confused, but frankly, mostly I'm a little angry... I've tried for a long time to just put it aside... and maybe this time I will finally just allow myself to let things go... I don't know why I hold on to things that hurt me...or why I am hurt by such things...or why I allow myself to have hurt feelings... I struggle with it... and it's dumb.
Maybe it's because I'm confused by the mixed messages... the seemingly interested conversations, and then... the total disregard... it hurts my feelings...it throws me off... and I don't know what to think... I think I should blow it off... and after taking a long break from writing... I think I will... Can I hold another responsible for my feelings? no... Can I make others behave as I would want them to behave? no... So ... how do I fix this for me?... Let it go... let it go... let it go... what will be ... will be... que sera sera...
Oh... now about that brain tumor in my stomach... que sera sera...
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