I can hardly believe that it is 2009! I'm back home in Colorado after a whirlwind adventure east for Christmas... It was so great to see everyone... my children and my friends... I was so glad to be able to spend time with everyone... as always tho... it is hard to make sure that I got to see everyone... and visits seemed so short... time... time.... time... and I was gone for 11 days!
After much agonizing over last Christmas... I thought it important to set this year up to assure that I saw my kids on Christmas eve and Christmas morning... the reality, as always, is different then what one imagines...It was good... I loved being with them...but it was so quick ... and then... what... the truth is ... I wonder if Christmas will ever be ok for me... who knows... I had gotten into a routine before I moved... and it was finally beginning to be ok... and now... well I guess I'm back to square one... at least I created this one... lol... next year.... Maybe I'll just opt out... Christmas in Hawaii... sounds appealilng....
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