I have hit the wall... and it is depressing, hard, emotionally and physically too tough.... I thought I could pull it out... just keep going... but ... I have really hit the wall... there are just too many things to overcome... if it's not my knee... it's my ankle... if it's not my ankle... of course it's my shoulder... if it's not my shoulder .... it's my foot... I'm just too beat... I quit... I quit...I QUIT!!!
I even had my therapist in tears... but ... I just can't do it anymore... I hurt...
Okay... maybe I wont quit for good... but at least for today...and maybe for a while... or at least until my next session.... or until I have cried all my tears...
I did get an encouraging call from a friend and a package from another... those two things came at just the right time... when I was guilty of just piling on... ya know... just keep on adding more disappointments on top... might as well make it HUGE!!!!
Oh well... Maybe I'll be ready to tackle it again... UGH!!!!
But not yet and certainly not today....
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Must've been something in the air---a no good horrible etc day. I was going to call you but didn't want to depress you with my depression! I always talk myself out of it cuz it seems lousy to whine to someone who actually has something to whine about. So--just wanted to say hey! sending some love--joni
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